Dinner time and well agian, here alone. Brandon at wrestling and well the man is across the street playing pool. The tree is still up, im not allowed to take it down. They say it should stay up untill my birthday but this year im just not up to celebrating my birthday. Chuckie passed away on my birthday so i guess it will be a while till i get over that. Really most the time I dont do anything on that day anyway. I think next week I will take myself to the local goodwill or thrift shop and see if i can find any good deals. I need to start getting back to myself and get out of this rut. I do have to thank the man he has been taking care of me and supporting me while i been going thru this. Untill recently he has complained.